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#91 Moon's first book out! :)

2012-02-21T00:33:00.012+08:00

I really shouldn't be blogging at this time I'm so sleepy I may just doze off typing now.

Unilever extended my job to 2 weeks so I'm currently still employed.
Work's fine so far quite busy considering it an admin job.
I hardly have any nothing-to-do-at-all free time, in fact I kinda need to chiong just in case I can't finish my work on time.

Filing sucks seriously, so I've been filing some documents where I have to search for the employees' files one by one and file them in. There are 900+ employees I think and 4-5 cabinets full of files :(
The filing part isn't so bad uh, it's the searching.

Weekend passed so quickly :(
Saturday with Syd was awesome as usual!! :)

One of the pages with my fave photo in my handmade vday book for him:)

Planned to go picnic at Marina Barrage so we went Martket Place to do some shopping early in the morning.

Marina Barrage was half booked for a private event and just as we finally made our way up to the other half, it started pouring.......

We ended up sitting on a bench under the shelter eating the snacks we bought for picnic.

Sounds damn pathetic but it was nice because I was with him!! :)

Then we took the train to MBS, walked 2 rounds and left.

Then to Dhoby for movie and dinner.

Haha seriously that's how we spend most of our dates, walking aimlessly around.

But somehow time always pass soooooooo fast when I'm with him so I guess I'm having fun hehehe.

It's Tuesday already!!

Hope the days pass quickly so my money keeps rolling in and I get to see him again!! :)

If you noticed, we didn't take any nice photo tgt because he kept giving stupid faces and told me he forgot how to smile because army cannot smile nonsense.

Shall not upload all his stupid faces if not you all cannot see him in the same light again hahaha.

End off with this!

It's a little messy because I chionged last night before turning in at ~2am.
Not the first time I'm doing newspaper nails but this time it has 4 different languages!!!
Love the tamil. :D

Grrr waking up at 7 again tomorrow nights all!
Oh yes and sorry if I'm typing nonsense with all the grammatical errors ahahaha k sleep.

#90 Employed!! (Temporarily)

2012-02-14T18:52:00.001+08:00

Hey everyonee! I'm blogging on my way home from work now. :) Feeling really energetic despite working for 8 hours. I think my energy level is pretty much correlated to my phone battery hahaha.

Anyway I'm currently working at Unilever as temp admin. The company is actually damn huge and brands like lifebuoy, vaseline, lux, dove, comfort, b&j, walls icecream, lipton, etc are all under Unilever. I really love the environment food and people there. Only downside is that it's at Pasir Panjang haha. That's 1.5 hr journey on traveling.

Though i'm the only temp staff, the people there are so nice so me :')

Firstly there's Sandy. She treated me milk tea today. During lunch, she was telling me how she was staying at Hardrock during the 2006 Bali bombing and Hardrock is like walking distance from the bombing place omg. She was even interviewed by CNA hahaha i must go find the video clip!! Oh she is as OCD as meeeee omg so happy. In fact she's more particular than me, like she only sit at certain seats at the food court hahaha^^

Then there's Shereen. She's so sweet to me too always asking if I need any help. There's also Ricky who is my 'supervisor'. Shereen and him sent me home in a cab yesterday because i worked until almost 8 and would prolly reach home at 10 if i took public transport. Seriously cab fare from Pasir Panjang to Tampines is like close to $30 because there was jam.

The receptionist is damnnn hot she looks like a model and she remembers my name and says hi to me hehe so happy!^^

So first day of work I jammed 2 out of 3 printers in the office...TWICE. Today I kinda jammed the shredder hahahaha. The shredder is my best friend. Print anything wrongly just hurry shred while no one is looking lol!

Admin job totally suits me I think. All the OCD stuff haha. And DHL called ne today!! I feel so wanted hahaha.

Okay anyway, happy valentine's day!! Everyone's receiving balloons flowers and chocolates :( I feel kinda terrible now and I miss army boy :'(((((((( Always feel extraordinarily miserable on Vdays, birthdays and Christmas I hate it I just want the calendar to skip these dates:(

That's all I hope no one is peeping because the train is so damn crowded now and I'm not using privacy protector hahahaha k bye :):

#89 I'm an idiot.

2012-02-05T19:15:00.008+08:00

I'm currently surviving on things like:
THIS!

I have learnt to appreciate 9gag more. Because i'm #temporarilyalone.

Over at Facebook...

Omg hahahaha.

Okay I'm reallyyyyy reallyyyyy bored these days.

I'm trying not to go out so often because I'm still umemployed (ikr, pathetic) and I don't wanna waste $$$$$.

Truth: I have no one to go out with. *inserts loner expression*

(loner expression is prolly just my normal face now -.-)

But still, night out with Jana and Lynny that day was great! :D:D

It was a really simple night, really simple dinner but packed with so much fun 8)

I loveee how unpretentious these girls are :):)

Lynny with her beloved ukelele, and a pseudo nice background!! :)

I once made a promise to myself not to camwhore in the loo anymore but...

She was performing to us @ the fast food restaurant hahaha omg I won't dare to do that!

Bravooo.

Janalalalalalalaaaa~

That's me trying...pretending to be playing it.

I super duper ultimate suck at musical intruments.

I know, I know, I have no talent. :'(

I only know how to...make cards? :(((

Ok gotta stop making myself feel terrible, I am the king of the world..................queen....princess. HAHAHA aries princess.

This post is really going nowhere zzz.

13 more days!!!!!!!! :D

＃88 Nerds

2012-02-04T13:17:00.002+08:00

HELLO GUYS WAZZUP!

This totally made my day!!! :D

I suddenly miss #MJphotog so damn much I want to cry.

Okay, here's the confession:

I think I wasn't a very active member of photog even though I was in EXCO.

I only organised like 2 outings before? :(

I enjoyed my time in photog but did not really treasure every moment I had with them.

Now I regretttttt like mad and I miss club meetings so so much!!.

Hope I can meet up with them sooon! ^^

That aside,

the wait continues.....................................

and Singtel is getting on my nerves.

so is recruitexpress.

#87 The Wait

2012-02-01T16:44:00.004+08:00

There are times when there's so many things

1: to wait for

2: I feel like I need to do SOON but I just don't know when.

I can't record it on my planner because I don't know which date to write under..

It's like there's so many thing accumulated in my head it's making me dizzy, as annoying as the blackheads accumulated on my nose (hehe.)

Just got my cheque today, currently waiting for

another set of vouchers to be sent to me,

the things I bought online to arrive,

iPhone to be available,

the call to tell me I got the job I want,

more job offers,

to be employed,

for him to be out 2 weekends later...

So glad I'm meeting Jana and Lynny for dinner later, it's like striking off another MUST-DO thing off the mental list.

I is excitedd!! :))))

I need to make my own debit card soon, need to umm.......

freak I can't remember :(

prepare for vday?

organize a meet up with another group of friends?

Nutella? Vees? Rotti? LTLT? Council? 4H?

I haven't seen the photog people since FOREVERRRR tooo!! :(

Oh, finish the Mini Shopaholic book that has been collecting dust next to my bed.............

Omg the word "SLOTH" is written all over my organs, face and body.

T_T

Every time I think of doing anything I feel paralysed WHAII!!!!

Okay, ending off with something I saw on MJPhotog blog.

Hahaha, yet another first world problem.

#86 Meowwwww!

2012-01-30T23:02:00.014+08:00

Harroh :)

I have been meeting up with Sydney quite a lot these few days because he's enlisting tomorrow!

I is very sad :(

So, last Thursday we went ice skating @ Kallang Ice World.

It was my first time there and I was being sucha noob.

It's only his third time but he seems....not bad at it hahahaa.

At least I managed to skate a lil at the end on the 2 hours *pats back*

I remembered I took the whole day to learn how to roller blade with the Functions people when I was in sec1!!

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On saturday, we had dinner at Din Tai Fung Tampines!!

I hate my stomach it's so bloody non-distensible.

I couldn't even finish half my fried rice!!!

Omg I suck.

I wish I can eat a lot...like what the other girls always claim they can do!! :(

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On Sunday I suggested to go 春到河畔 (River Hongbao) 2012.

The last time I went was Year of the Tiger (1998)...I was only 5!!

And I remembered it was very fun and crowded and happening.

But to my greatest disappointment, it was disappointingly disappointing and I was very disappointed. :(

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Today, we went to watch We Not Naughty!

The show was way above expectation lehhh omg even though it's so Jack Neo-style and a little exaggerated but it's so...educational/motivating.?

"危机就是转机"

My dad used to tell me that I need to keep it in mind and think positive!

Like if I screw up A levels maybe I'm forced to choose Shatec/ADM and that is when I shall bloom likka flower.

*signature flower pose*

And then it was THE moment...where Sydney went to shave his hair.

HAHA troll. Were you expecting some bald photo already?

This was his last photo with hair @ Hot Tomato Plaza Sing

At QB House Simei before dinner. Stupid place cannot take photo, cannot wait inside :(

Wait for it.......

Freshly shaved!

HAHAHA and he looks surprisingly fine.

Still handsome!

I was expecting.....some shit honestly hahaha but he still looks good awwww :)

I was trying to copy his face from the prev photo but got pangsehed!! :(

*rub rub*

Time passes 3x the normal speed when I'm with him! :(

Don't know when is the next time I can see him hope I get a job soon to keep me very very busyy.

All the best in army I know you are reading!

♥.

P.S Btw if you guys are wondering why my memory SUDDENLY got better...it's because I recorded everyth in my planner! Hiakhiak k bye. :)

#85 CNY 2012

2012-01-24T00:36:00.004+08:00

Hey guys!

CNY day one this year was better than expected :)

Took these just before we left house!

Decided to dress down this year because...I just couldn't be bothered to be so particular. :/

By dressing down I actually mean wearing shorts on CNY.

It's like a big no-no for my mom but...

Oh, and dressing down also means wearing old clothes.

Hehe yknow, CNY has always been = to new clothes + accessories from head to toe for me :/

Actually only my shorts is old, like not old old but just not new.

And my bag is old too!

My mom bought it 10+ years ago and she only used it once!

She thought it's too old fashioned, hahaha but I likey it very much! :)

According to the the Channel 8 CNY celebration show last night, people born in the year of rooster are very lucky this year.

Like 5 stars!

Ok it's dumb to believe this kind of things but...

in just a few games of ban luck I played today, I ban luck-ed twice and ban ban once!!

What rooster luck!! :):):)

And I accidentally received a bigger angbao than I deserve today hmm........ :]

I'm wondering if lady luck will still be with me if I gamble with people my age.

HAHAHA. Okay that's all for today more visitings tomorrow!!

#84

2012-01-18T19:30:00.003+08:00

I always thought i was a very lucky girl but why is it that i stop feeling all the warmth like i used to.

Is it because i always take everything for granted and keep expecting more without appreciating how much i already have.

I really don't know whats wrong with her..or me..or us.

It's like the gap between us is getting larger as I grow older.

Why can't she be more understanding.

Why can't I be more understanding?????!

Every time we fight I feel like i'm gonna die i feel so so so heartbroken but i just don't know how to mend this shit.

I remember the last time it happened it was reallyyyy bad I couldn't even stop crying that night.

And the next day in school I just kept crying for no reason, even during bio spa.

Why am i so weakkkk i feel like i always need much more attention and care then anyone can ever afford to give.

This is the 8975430528th reason i hate myself so damn much.

#83 Swag.

2012-01-13T23:59:00.005+08:00

Hahahaha I couldn't resist uploading this somewhere!

We are so funny.

Swag.

#82 Fake it till you feel it.

2012-01-11T19:12:00.005+08:00

Today is Page 11 of 366.

I haven't been feeling very happy lately.

Actually my 'lately' refers to the past 2 years and counting.

Desperate, I went to google "How To Be Happy" and came across this article. It says that one way to be happier instantly is to 'fake it till you feel it'.

Do you think it really works?

I do that sometimes, but faking happiness is so tiring and at the end of the day it makes you feel worse.

Like faking to be enjoying yourself on an outing, pretending to smile and laugh and be involved.

Sometimes I think that I fake it so much that it becomes a SOP.

I just don't like to spread my moodiness to others.

Sometime I can't help it but I always try.

I cannot even recall when was the last time I was genuinely happy.

Maybe back when I was in AHS.

That place is too precious.

Sometimes I feel more cheerful than usual and I'll mistake it for real happiness.

Like when I'm with my friends, sometimes their jokes make me laugh.

But behind all these, there's always something bothering me.

Most of the time I don't even know what it is.

Results perhaps?

I wouldn't say the past 10 days of 2012 had been great.

I need some mind-blowing fun, surprises, anything that can make me happy again.

Is it impossible to return to how I was like years ago?

Why it is that I'm only 18 and I feel that I've lived this life forever?

Really not looking forward to the remaining 355 days of 2012.

Is it the more we grow up, the harder it is to be happy?

#81 Heading Towards A New Phase Of Life

2011-12-31T17:06:00.011+08:00

Hi guys, I'm at Clara's house for countdown and sleepover tonight!! :D

Brought my laptop along because I was supposed to finish this post before I go over to Clara's house for New Year Countdown!

Wrappin' up 2011,

it has been an extremely tough year for many of us, mainly because of Alevels.

I'm so glad we all pulled through it together #likeaboss

Like any other years, 2011 is full of ups and downs.

In fact, there's way more 'down' times than 'up's.

Once again, I'm thankful for all my close friends who stood by me in school giving me constant encouragement.

And for some of my old friends who continue to believe in me and are so understanding despite me going MIA for almost the entire year :)

The UPs

1. NUTELLA CLUB, Photog (MJC)

2. Rotti, Vees, LTLT (AHS)

3. Sydney

4. London Trip

5. Phuket Trip

The DOWNs

1. ALEVELS

2. Prelims

3. MYE

4. MBT

5. Losing a ~~close~~ friend

Memories to Remember:

4H BBQ.

I miss those guys!

When are we meeting up againnn? :(

CNY Steamboat party at Nowelle's house with Rotti on the eve of CNY eve!!!! :D

Spending CNY with Vees hahaha.

Omg a guy offered to pay me if I model for him for his school project on skinny girls :(((

Hahaha don't know whether to feel flattered or sian!! :/

Flower sisters foreverzxzxz.

OH MY GOODNESS. I didn't take a flower picture with Nowelle in Phuket :((((((((

CNY at Ms Lee's house omg I miss Ms Lee so much!!

Photographers on the move during MJC Orientation Camp 2011

MJC photography 10/11 exco photoshoot! :D

Cam(p)era 2011 was a blast!

Midnight photog outing to MBS is the coolest bok ever!

Btw bok means 'shit' in Turkish hehehe.

My group for Cam(p)era!! :D Love them so much :D

View photo album / blogpost

Toy photography outing with my group and several exco @ ECP

View photo album on Facebook

Photog farewell 2011. Missing my Mr Cheng, Ms Koh, the 10/11 batch and juniors!!!

Photog lunch on Jiayi's birthday. Attendance was superb that day!! :)

Birthday surprise at Javier's house!! Totally say his doppelgänger that day :O

Surviving MBTs and freeeeee B&J vouchers! :DDD

I totally miss lab lessons with my partner, Mabbo!!

I really enjoy GP lessons too :D #justsaying

I miss Mr Nathan and his jokes and knowledge!!

Birthday surprise from Nutella Club. Love my Pocky Nutella Bread Cake!

Several ninja quests on Nutella's birthday!!

Bro enlisting and several other ceremonies! :)

Making Skitka (Skittles Vodka) for Xiaohui's 18th birthday.!

Celebrating my birthday at NYDC :D

Jasmine's birthday with Vees at Skinny Pizza!

Mugover with Xinyi @ my house but we ended up slackingg hehehe.

I miss Xinyi sooooo much!!! :(

Wicked awesome H2 Economics Trip to London! :)

Had a wonderful time there, love the weather and new friends!

Fave girls in the london trip! Just received a christmas card from Wei Ting that day, so sweet of her to mail the card over :)

The adventure of London trip: sneaking out of hotel to find Chelsea stadium after lights out time!! We walked past a cemetery omg coolmax.

Lynny making sandwiches for us omggg I want to eat it again it's super goooooood (without celeries)

HAHAHAHAHA Lynny I hope you're reading this! :P

Timbre with Vees on Clara's 18th! :D

Fooling around in LT 4 during the boring National Day celebration :)

Queueing outside Tampines Regional Library at 945 on Saturdays and running in once the door opens, occasionally meeting Jana and friends there.

Going to airport staff canteen to chiong econs essays and arguing over the points to include, eating saba fish that stink up our clothes and occasionally meeting Jun Zhou and friends there.

Walking me home after studying (when he still lived in Pasir Ris D:) and eating icecream together! :)

Tekai came back from USA!!!

Had an 'emergency gathering' with some of the Primary 6 classmates so awesome to catch up with them.! :D

Sentosaaaaa with Rotti omg beach again T_T

Farewell farewell MJC!!!

Feels like Guantanamo Bay in there~

Tuition mates hahaha.

Getting bad news from Mrs Cheong every week without fail, Econs tuition always got canceled/postponed last minute!!!!!!

Even BBQ was canceled but not surprised at all ~

Food expo with Nutella after final major Alevel paper a.k.a pseudo end of Alevels :DD

Watching HK drama at Mabbo's house after Alevels...

And playing Kinect!!!!!!!

Imma Dancing Queen and Fruit Ninja *cool face*

Virtual sleepover with LTLT on Cal's birthday.

It is a tradition that we have a conference call at close to midnight before the person's birthday and we'll catch up and sing a birthday to the birthday girl.

This time round, Xinyi's in China so we tried oovoo instead!

End up we were fooling around with hair accessories and had an act cute competition with Gracia hahaha. (Y)

Dying my hair for the first time with Chanbo at cheapo salon near my house!

The red colour fades already because I don't use colour lock shampoo :(

10S111 class chalet was much better than expected.

Watched New Year's Eve with Nutella and had an all-night chat with the rest of the classmates.

Learnt about really juicy stories...hmm. :)

Coming over my house to cook! The pasta turned out okay but my oven caught fire!!

Epic hahaha.

BACONNNNNN!!!

Watched In Time and 50 First Dates too yay :)

Primary 6 class gathering with Mrs Anwar @ Swensens omggg really enjoyed myself that day.

Love how we still speak like we're in Primary school sometimes!

Benedict's birthday at his house with Rotti!

We were busy chatting and didn't even realise that he's home, kinda fail hahaha.

Phuket trip with Rotti!!!

Hope 2012 is a good year!!

It's a leap year :DD

LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS:

New year resolutions
1. Satisfying results for Alevels so my nightmares will end, get into my desired course and excel.
2. Be healthy!!
3. Be happy and blissful:)

#80 25 Hours of Christmas

2011-12-30T15:05:00.014+08:00

Wazzup guys guess who's backk from Phuket! :)
This year, I spent Christmas with Rotti again...
Except that it's better because there's Xin Ting and Sydney and an additional hour of Christmas!

The trip was fun but it would/could have been better if I didn't fall sick (again) and lose my voice.
It's a pity we didn't get to go island hopping, snorkeling, banana boat, parasailing... :'(

Day 1 [251211]

Headed to Yunxuan's house before we left for airport.

It was my first time to the budget terminal!

At the airport, awaiting departure.

Christmas cards I made for them! :)

Cheapo looking boarding pass from Tiger Airways..it's looks and feels like a receipt. Not cool.

In the plane, didn't get a window seat :(

Our hotel room!

When we found out that Ansino Bukit is a 2 star hotel, we were so worried that it'll be dirty,gross, ugly and creepy.

We were already prepared for the worst but it turned out to be a real surprise! :D

Look how meticulous they are! :DD

The receptionists are reallyyyy nice and helpful too. So thankful :)

There's free wifi and even had free tuk-tuk service from 10am-8pm.

Should have gotten an iphone before the trip so I can make use of bh5159t (wifi password) :(

Taken at the hotel lobby :)

Day 2 [261211]

Breakfast at hotel was good. The goreng pisang is the best in the world. So good that Ben almost fall into depression when he found out that there's no goreng pisang the next few mornings. HAHAHA.

At lobby ready to set off to Patong beach!

To our great disappointment, Patong beach is nothing like/better than Sentosa.

The entire beach is filled with beach chairs from one end to another, and each cost 100baht(SGD4.30) for rent. Not much space available for beach volleyball or whatsoever.

They are so cutez together!

Look at how clear the water is! Super salty too. And nice mountainous background :)

Hot bods

Frisbee.

Korean Star.

Burying Deon. A few Caucasians stopped to take photo of us doing that. Maybe they don't do this in their countries hahaa.

Everyone went into the water to play but I wasn't wearing my bikini top that day so I couldn't join them. :(
Ended up chilling at Starbucks with Sydney half the time because the heat was unbearable at the beach hahaha so shiok.

After that we went nearby to book our tour for Day 3. One of the auntie there so nice, honest and sincere :) Unlike the other one who simply tried to recommend the expensive tour and cheat our money.

In the end we booked the tour with elephant trekking, 5km white water rafting and 1hour ATV for 1250 baht (SGD 51) which is freakinggg cheap because ATV alone should cost more than SGD60!!

Happy kids :)

Taken at lobby after showering and ready for dinner!

At Bangla Street which consists of night market, pubs, clubs, hookers, trannys, strip clubs, etc.

It's the red light district of Phuket. Very crowded and happening at night. :/

At a restaurant for dinner after Thai massage!

So nice the lady boss very friendly and gave us discounts! HAHAHA satisfying, cheap and good food!!

Check out the chio flower clips the girls bought! Hehe and look at Sydney's face when I clipped his hair. :P

HAHAHA jasmine's hair so nice!

Just when we were having fun and waiting for our food to come.....there entire Bangla Street blackout!!!!!!!!!

Omg this is like the most epic thing that happened in this trip.

I was quite terrified because the first thought that came to my mind was a terrorist attack.

Every minute felt like forever, we started praying and taking photos to kill time hahaha.

Soon, the lights went back on. Phew. And the food came!! :D

They serve drinks in such sexy glass!!

Failed jumpshots :X

Day 3 [271211]

Day 3 was fun filled!!!

Firstly, we went to visit some Monkey Temple but only stayed for 15min.

Then was elephant trekking. It's so sad to see how to force the baby elephant to perform hula hoop:(((

The elephant ride was crazyyy. I was expecting some slow boring ride. It turned out to be damn thrilling and exciting. Like roller coaster, just worse hahaha. But it was damnnnn fun!!! Should've seen how Nowelle and Joneh freaked out and cursed during the ride hahahaha.

After elephant trekking we went for lunch then waterfall then white water rafting.

Omg Kelyn almost died during rafting because she fell off the raft and her head was SO close to hitting a rock. Thankfully the captains were all strong and experienced and rescued her in time. So close.

Rafting was awesome too but it was kinda too congested and the life jacket stinks.

But for 1250 baht, everything was worth it hahahaha. :D

After rafting we went for our ATV ride.

ATV stands for All Terrain Vehicle.

It was quite disappointing because we were supposed to have one ATV to one person but they had 7 or 8 ATV and we had 14 people so some of us had to share damn it:(

And it feels like any other motorbike ride, just safer.

But accidents still happen. Deon actually went out of control and rolled down a steep slope together with the ATV omggg and he actually survived with few bruises.

The entire thing was damn dramaa omg.

I guess ATV is exciting for those who have never sat on motorbike before but it feels quite normale to me. Still fun though!!! And I got several orh ceh after that day zzz.

After showering we went for dinner at Jungceylon shopping mall.

Went to this western food restaurant called Jeffer's.

The Jeffer's chicken there is toooooooooooooo awesome!!Javier Sydney and I shared 6 pieces of meat altogether, 3 of which are Jeffer's chicken.

Ben Jasmine and (ican'trememberwho) shared 8 pieces of meat, 5 Jeffer's chicken.

HAHAHA damn crazy. That dinner was probably the most satisfying one this entire trip we ate so much and paid so little! Less than SGD 10 per person. It was like Aston's or BBQ Chicken but way better :D

Happy after dinner!!!

Attempted jump shots again :D

Happy tired kids. ^^

Day 4 [281211]

We were supposed to go island hopping and snorkeling on Joseph's cousin-in-law's yacht on Day 4.

Just when we were about to leave the hotel we received notice that his cousin-in-law couldn't make it because of some last minute work. It was too late for us to book a private speed boat..the hotel managed to arrange for us but we had to pay 2300 baht each which was an obvious rip off so we didnt.

Awww manz super disappointed.

But in the end we decided to go to Karon Beach and we still had fun!!

The waves at Karon beach were crazy strong.

Omg 9 people died there between April 2010 to Feb 2011!!

Even though the waves were just about 1m high, they are so strong that they can wash your pants/bikini off hahaha seriously no jokeee.

There was once I was chatting with Jasmine in the shallow part of the water then a huge wave came along when we weren't paying attention.

I totally got engulfed by the wave, it was pushing me downwards and I couldn't get up for a few seconds.

Wahh damn scary I thought I was going to dieee in that few seconds.

Cannot imagine a tsunami :((

The wave in this photo looks too small compared to what I described haha but it's still strong enough to make me fall on my knees I think..

Chilling on the beach chairs :)

At night we went for oil massage!

We got rejected by 2 massage parlours because we took too long to decide whether to enter or not because all the masseuses in one of the parlour were transvestites :X

So we got chased away and tried our luck else where. In the end the one we went to offered cheaper rates.

Out of 6 masseuses for the 6 of us (girls), there was only one tranny...

And I have to be the suay one.

I am not discriminating them but oil massage need to take off bra....

So...........

:((((((((((

I is a little 吃亏...

Nevermind. It's an unique experience....................

Seafood for dinner!!

The huge tiger prawn costs me 60 baht..that's SGD 2.40 for a dumb prawn. :/

Went to a pub after dinner!

The rest went clubbing after that but I was still feeling a little unwell so I went back to hotel with Sydney first. I was being such a kill joy that night:((((((((

Day 5 [291211]

Last day in Phuket!!

The girls went to braid our hair!!

So sad, I didn't get to put the beads. I even chose the colour combination already :'(

Wahh damn emo.

Some of us went opposite to do last minute shopping while waiting!!

Group shot at the airport!

Check out our badass hipster hair~! It's only 150 baht (SGD 6.15) for 4 braids, way cheaper than Singapore. FEP does it at SGD 5 per braid wts.

But now I kinda think we got scammed, I just searched online people mostly pay 350-450 baht for braiding the entire head. :/

Nevermind, still pretty! :D

Okay that's all! :)

#79 In Debts

2011-12-22T02:59:00.007+08:00

Thursday is finally here!! :)
This week has been extremelyyy long :(

3 more days to Phuket trip!!!
So nice, I'm gonna spend christmas with so many people I love! :D

Got so many things to do before the trip!!
I really want to do a blog post to sum up 2011 just like what I've done last year.
Omg it's one year already!!!
Read my first blog post here

Yes yes I want to do that again even if no one is reading hahaha.
Because 2011 sucks big time!!!!!!!!!!!
But there are peaks too, like the peaks are reallyy high and the troughs are reallyyy deep!!!
Hahahahaa.
I don't know if I'll have time though :(

It's 3.20am. I'm in a major sleep debt. :(
Dark circles and pimples are gonna be my bffzxzxz soon :(

Finished editing (brief) and uploading the super overdued Timbre and Sentosa photos!! :D
So sad the passerby sucked at taking photos :(

Hawesome.
Still not done with the last day of London trip photos.
Photo debt :(

WHY AM I IN SO MANY LAME DEBTS HAHAHA.
Need to do something about it in..2012!

#78 "What Thing?!!"

2011-12-20T00:20:00.007+08:00

Primary 6 class gathering today was quite a success thankfully!! :D
Looks like Gabriel and I are not bad organizers huh *cool face*

Been so extremely long since I talked to/met up with some of them.!
And Mrs Anwar joined us for lunch at Swensens too :DD
We were still worried that it'll be awkward and planned to just have a short lunch then hurry go home.
In the end some of us hanged out till 11pm hahaha feels quite awesome catching up with old friends and reminiscing old good childish time wahahaha.
Like how Mrs Anwar banned us from saying "What thing" because it's broken english, how we called each other names, Derrick's nemesis and his anger management problem, Eccles burping into my potato chips, Sean getting scolded by some of our parents, our seating arrangement in class, and of course our primary school crushes...
Hahaha seriously.

And I talked to people I think I hardly, if ever, talked to in primary school...
I don't remember speaking to Khadijah and Siang Eng before hahaha.

Thank you Mrs Anwar, Khadijah, Teo Ee, Annabelle, Sean, Eccles, Darren, Saufi, Zhou Yang, Jee Seng, Siang Eng, Derrick for coming today!!
And Kamariah, Junjie and Esther!!
And Lim Cher Wei for co-organising with me, spam calling their house phones hahahahaha!!!!!

Oh, and a photo from the mini gathering with Tk a few months back!!

#77

2011-12-15T15:54:00.002+08:00

I had the worst nightmare last night:(
I dreamt that LTLT and Rotti met up to bake and nobody asked me along.
#foreveralone

Hahaha okay the nightmare sounds stupid but i was so sad i cried in my sleep lolol.

Hope these 7 days pass quickly..
Missing somebody already! :P

#76 ♥ ♥ ♥

2011-12-11T01:51:00.001+08:00

Hmm, I wonder if i'll be hurt one day.

Right now, just let this happiness continue. :)

#75

2011-12-09T22:58:00.002+08:00

I really hope everything turns out well.

I need to learn to take it easyyyy i almost cannot breathe now.

Nervous but excited:)

#74 Full Of Shit

2011-11-30T00:07:00.003+08:00

"I promise I won't do it again except for a good reason."

Tell me, what is NOT a good reason?

You're doing it again and again...and again.

#73

2011-11-29T20:47:00.002+08:00

I thought everything would be better after exams :(

Is it if i stop waiting, stop wanting, stop hoping, then you will start replying?

#72

2011-11-23T20:32:00.000+08:00

I dreamt that I got 69 rank points.

Everyday.. Nightmare.

#71 Pseudo-End

2011-11-22T14:07:00.003+08:00

I dreamt that we had to go back to school for lecture to go through Alevel papers..

And I only got 7/12 for Chemistry planning question.. :'(

This is the pseudo end to the torturous Alevel examzx.

The end of the excruciating pain and suffering is near!!!

I can barely feel the excitement, just extremely worried about my results now. :/

So disappointed with the Econs paper yesterday.

Like what Lynny said, it puts you in such a situation where you just hope everyone else did worse than you.

Feels like i've wasted all the tuition money and memory space in my brain.

It's like..i didn't even get to utilize the things that i know.

Dreading results day.

Eggcited for tomorrow though :)))

#70 Trough of my life.

2011-11-11T15:32:00.005+08:00

Hell week's over.

It'd been soooo bad.

I don't think I can even smell a B for Math.

F seriously. Sucks to know that you're the one giving others hope by being on the left end of the bell curve.

It's too late anyway.

Oh.

You unfollowed me on Twitter.

You looked away when I tried to say hi to you in school.

I don't know what I've done wrong.

So that's it?

I don't even know how to salvage it.

Or if I should even attempt.

It's painful for me. But I guess it's nothing compared to the pain inflicted on you.

Maybe it's better like this. Hopefully you'll be happier this way.

If that's what you really want.

I'm really sorry.

#69 1 DAY 4 HOURS

2011-11-07T09:56:00.003+08:00

Freaking out.
Breaking down.

I wish you’re someone who knows how to encourage.

#68 2 DAYS 6 HOURS

2011-11-05T18:06:00.002+08:00

My CCD nightmare is haunting me too badly.
Please let me get through this :'(

#67 8 Days 4 Hours..

2011-10-30T19:45:00.004+08:00

HAHAHA here to share the joke of the day.

What was I thinking???!

I hope Mr Lim will never get to see this..

#66 14 DAYS 12 HOURS

2011-10-24T11:15:00.004+08:00

Slacker ish taking a short break from studyingg:)

Shall share a few photos from graduation day in case anyone hasn't seen it from Facebook.

They're so hilarious i don't know how to stop laughing!!

Lastly and finally, a normal photo of us :)

Hahahaha k bye!

#65 WAKE UP WAKE UP

2011-10-22T00:24:00.003+08:00

Howww! I accidentally got addicted to watching Huanzhu Gege on TV it's damn stupid like 16 days before Alevels and i'm watching a stupid show. :(

I need to peak.

How to peak? :(

I feel like I'm losing all the knowledge i once, if ever, had.

My GP, Bio and Math grades are dropping like hell.

Suddenly I feel like I don't know anything at all :(((

And I really hope my Chem and Econs can catch up in time.

I wish the MJC Admin can update ISIS so i can check my percentile for each subject, I really want to know where I stand so I can wake up.

Today I heard Kent talking to a random guy and he got all Bs and one C for prelims?

Some more he said it's not good enough because a lot people got As wahliew too scary already I cannot tank!!!!!!!

I'm having too much fun it's scary.

Yesterday was funnn I watched 2 movies in a row hehehehe.

So guilty but it's all worth it :DD

And i'm very happy, very happy :)

Okay I'm :))))) these days but it's definitely not the time to neglect my studies.

AAAAA let's gogogogo!

#64

2011-09-11T01:45:00.002+08:00

Prelims is tomorrow.

I is panic.

#63 Self-interest

2011-09-03T22:20:00.003+08:00

It happened again.

It happens all the time.

People don't change, do they?

2011-08-19T17:00:00.001+08:00

Won't be back till after A's

#61 Revolution Of The Heart

2011-07-28T18:40:00.003+08:00

Life's pretty much back on track, maybe except for a small part of me who's still wandering around like a miserable lost sheep. Meh.

Just told my mom the story of The Beam Of Light.

I feel much more motivated after that small talk and I hope it's enough to push me till the very end.

I was silly to be distracted by things that should not be happening and feelings that should not be felt, leaving myself feeling so vulnerable and exposed.

I don't like the agonizing hangover feeling I get after shots of happiness.

Why am I so faint-hearted?

Suppress. Resist. Normal.

#60 Torture Week II

2011-07-18T00:13:00.007+08:00

I mizz London!! :))
It's been more than a month since we're back and the photos are still...

Today marks the start of Torture Week episode 2!!
Tell me I can do this.
We're all in this together right? :)
415.505.505.505.235

Thing i'm looking forward to:
1. Aussie Football
2. FRIDAY

I must waffletionalize my mind and stop getting distracted by random thoughts!
I must find back the motivation I had in Term 2!
I must be really hardworking and no life!

Nutella, Happy thoughts, Laughter, Caffeine, Adrenaline, Poifull, Cheezels and Singtel will get me through this dreadful week :)
YEZZZZ WE CAN.!!!

I didn't prepare for Math lecture again...
When will I learn my lesson? :'(

#59 Childhood

2011-07-07T01:00:00.005+08:00

Editing the London photos finallyyy.!

Done with 190, 899 to go, hahahaha love my life.

She is so cute!! Couldn't resist, hahaha this reminds me of last time when I was 4 and my older brother was in Primary 1. I used to push this kind of doll downstairs to the void deck with my maid everyday at evening time to wait for my brother's school bus :D:D

Oh wait. I think I had the pram, but didn't have the doll because it was too freaky and barbie dolls were too small so I pushed the empty pram down..everyday. :'(

HAHAHA why did I even do that?

More photos soon! :)

Oh and btw, I'm putting my tagboard back up.

I trust that people will tag responsibly? :)

..if not i'll have to take it down forever ):

#58 Study

2011-06-27T16:53:00.005+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA what, my little cousin just fb chat with me...
HAHAHAHAHAHA SO CUTE.
I'm like laughing to myself lolol.

Okay maybe it's only funny to me because i just got killed by chem paper and in the midst of panicking for tomorrow's econs and there he is..so carefree HAHAHAH SIGHHH.
K bye.

#57

2011-06-22T14:30:00.001+08:00

I need to sort my heart out. asap.

#56 Bestie

2011-06-20T19:52:00.002+08:00

OMG WTF XINYI HACKED MY TWITTER FB AND NOW MY BLOG. FML FOR HAVING SUCH A BESTIE HAHAHA.

The prev post wasn't by me by the way.

5 Random Facts 'bout Me!

2011-06-20T19:08:00.003+08:00

#1 I have serious OCD
#2 My bedsheet is hot pink white light pink blue and silver in color
#3 My room is Free For All :(
#4 I smell horrid
#5 And I'm bathing now :D

#54 Mugover

2011-06-20T17:36:00.005+08:00

Mugover with Xinyi since 9pm yesterday.
So far we'd been...unproductive.

But I don't think it would be any better if I studied alone at home or in school with friend(s).
I really don't want to flunk my MYE again, especially after I dropped H2 Biology.
Wah somebody kill me now seriously.

Slept at 5am+ for 2 consecutive days and still completed much less than I should.

Seriously..... T_T

On a lighter note, it's fun having her here over at my place.

Cutting erasers and throwing at cats downstairs is so 8 years old, she did it.

And telling me her Sis' polaroid spoil and making me take test shot in which the photo turned out fine but our cui faces did not.

Study. Secrets. Pringles. Coffee. Bread. Cup Noodles. Gossips. Memories. Laughter...

Facial Mask.!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Twitpic this at 340am last night and scared several owl-muggers.

I'm supposed to go check some solutions urghh kay bye! :)

#53 Sleep is for the broke.

2011-06-15T00:01:00.002+08:00

Someone showed me this today:

Back from London!

2011-06-13T22:04:00.002+08:00

Sneak Preview: Christ Church; Oxford.

Yay hi i'm back from London!!
That place is ultimate awesome the people who went for the trip are fun fun fun fun too.
I miss everyone and everything already!!

Will only edit and upload photos after MYE, i know it's a longgg wait i must fight the temptation too.
MYE is 1 week and 6 days WHAT THE F?!
I'm truly worried, confused and don't know what to feel now.

I must say the trip didn't turn out the way I imagined.
Like...there's a sudden unexpected twist to it and I really don't know if it's for better or for worse.

I enjoyed myself anyways so yeahhh.

I can't seem to focus on revision ahh.
XINYI PLEASE REPLY ME NOW IM GONNA DIE WAITING.

#51 MJC Photog Farewell 2011

2011-05-31T22:52:00.003+08:00

Super pleasant surprise from the juniors.

Took this with my phone (lousy quality), the real thing is 1000x more spectacular hahaha.

Just came back from MJC Photog farewell barbeque @ Pasir Ris park.

It was so awesome I can't thank the juniors enough.

I think they are a really sweet bunch of people. :))

I may not be any of their most preferred/favourite senior in Photog but I really do love all of them! :D

Thanks for letting me experience something that is never present in AHSDance.

You guys are so precious to me. ♥

HAHAHA I will miss their hipsterl accent.!!

Oh and must thank Zul's parents for helping out with the food tonight :DD

Of course I ♥♥♥ everyone from the 10/11 batch too, and not forgetting the seniors/alumni!!

♥♥♥♥♥#MJPhotog ♥♥♥♥♥

#50 Battle on

2011-05-27T08:32:00.004+08:00

After CT time/Chrystal lesson with Ms Lee yesterday, I spent the entire night planning my revision schedule. The look of it makes me so stressed out.

This is from today till 9 June.

Despite choosing the smallest font available, I have 3 full pages of this.

I don't know if this is feasible or practical at all, I set aside an average of 1-2 hours for each topic with occasional 15min breaks in between.

You think it will work?

I tried squeezing in my Economics revision next week but obviously I can't complete everything by next week. As for the schedule after the trip, it's much worse than next week's and there's really no way for me to include the remaining Macro Economics topics.

Freaking out a little now because I have one week less for revision.

Nonetheless I'm still excited for the trip :)

God please grant me the strength, will and energy to be a robot.

#49 Grow up.

2011-05-24T22:28:00.005+08:00

It's my younger brother's birthday today and I actually forgot.
Had a really tiring day and lost track of the date.

Just had a fight with him that day and I am still angry with him.

Don't really wanna be a hypocrite and say "HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU'RE THE BEST BROTHER I LOVE YOU!!! :D:D:D"
eat shit really.

Anyway he's not in SG now, save all the awkwardness.

Really hope he's having fun and had a great birthday though.

I mean though I'm angry with him, I still hope that people around him appreciates him..

And hopefully now that he's fifteen he can finally wake up his ideas and grow out of his childish mindset.

I really wish/hope/pray for him that he'll learn to think and analyse the consequences before doing anything stupid, stop lying through his teeth and just grow up.

I must say I'm a pretty bad sister too.

Sometimes I really want to be nice to him but he NEVER seems to learn his lessons.

Hopefully he can pick up hints and give us a chance to even be nice to him.

Sigh, 家家有本难念的经。

#48 Living in different dimensions.

2011-05-22T11:49:00.008+08:00

No reason to feel tired today!
Slept for almost 13hours last night because I was feeling slightly unwell.

Supposed to nap for 30min from 9.30pm-10pm and start work thereafter but I slept all the way to 5.30am where I woke up just to brush my teeth and went back to bed.
Woke up at 10am today.

This is quite freaky I remembered waking up at 5plus to brush my teeth but my dad said he was reading newspaper in the kitchen from 5-6am because he couldn't sleep. My younger bro saw light coming from the kitchen too.
But when I woke up to brush my teeth there was no one in the kitchen/toilet how can this be!!!
I even had proof because I replied a text at 5.35am after i brushed my teeth.

It's like we were living in different dimensions.
Same place, same time, different dimensions.
Of course, I rather believe that I made a mistake. Maybe I replied text first then fell asleep and woke up at 6plus to brush?
Idk omggg.

Gonna stop thinking about it and start work really soon.
Yesterday was non-productive enough!

By the way I just went for flu vaccination jab at my childhood clinic.

I'm reallyyyy afraid of needles but it didn't hurt at all just now.
I think I'm getting stronger :)

#47 I'm busy getting stronger.

2011-05-18T18:00:00.006+08:00

Woke up late today and I still feel the sting of the pain

But I brushed my teeth anyway

I got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my face

I got a little bit stronger

Riding in the car to work and I'm trying to ignore the hurt

So I turned on the radio, stupid song made me think of you

I listened to it for minute but I changed it

I'm getting a little bit stronger, just a little bit stronger

And I'm done hoping that we could work it out

I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels

Letting you drag my heart around

And, oh, I'm done thinking that you could ever change

I know my heart will never be the same

But I'm telling myself I'll be okay

Even on my weakest days

I get a little bit stronger

Doesn't happen overnight but you turn around

And a month's gone by and you realize you haven't cried

I'm not giving you a hour or a second or another minute longer

I'm busy getting stronger

And I'm done hoping that we can work it out

I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels

Letting you drag my heart around

And, oh, I'm done thinking, that you could ever change

I know my heart will never be the same

But I'm telling myself I'll be okay

Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger

I get a little bit stronger

Getting along without you, baby

I'm better off without you, baby

How does it feel without me, baby?

I'm getting stronger without you, baby

And I'm done hoping we could work it out

I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels

Letting you drag my heart around

And, oh, I'm done thinking that you could ever change

I know my heart will never be the same

But I'm telling myself I'll be okay

Even on my weakest days

I get a little bit stronger

Just a little bit stronger

A little bit, a little bit, a little bit stronger

Just a little stronger

My new favourite song:)
Awesome lyrics, can't stop listening to it.

I think I started liking country songs since sec3/4.

In my opinion, they are more soothing and meaningful.

They do get boring sometimes though, but I really like this one!

I really think I need to be stronger, gotta stop feeling hurt over trivial matters and make a fuss over everything.

Sometimes being too observant makes one over-sensitive don't you think?

Most importantly, I need to stop whatever stupid things I'm doing now.

It's so hard to attain equilibrium.

When I get out of one, I tend to fall into another.

And if I get out of the latter, I'll fall back into the first.

So frustrating!

#46 Learning to be what I'm not.

2011-05-16T16:57:00.003+08:00

Improving...too slowly. ):

#45 Where is the face?

2011-05-15T11:26:00.001+08:00

Facebook's face detection is great.

#44 HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE!! :)

2011-05-14T19:50:00.009+08:00

Yay, just upgraded my Adobe Lightroom to version 3.4.

Honestly don't know what's the diff but cheap thrill ohyeahz. :))

Celebrated Jasmine's birthday today at Skinny Pizza @ Raffles City.

Hasn't really been that long since I met up with them (about 1 month), but it's always great to see them :)

Skinny Pizza is..not bad. :) Though a lil pricey, at least it's healthy and different.

Btw I'm kinda losing my interest for food now that I know I gained weight.

Not that I want to go on a diet but there's this automatic mental adjustment system in my body that makes me lose my apetite lately.

Just saying. :/

HAHA OKAY I'M NOT EMO BY THE WAY HAHAHA, just sianz.

I hope the photos look fine after resizing because the quality looks a lil zzz on my comp but Blogger really upload very slow so no choice..

Clara's English Breakfast Pizza

Naomi's Salami and Pesto Pizza

Nowelle's Squid Ink Pizza

Jasmine's Spaghetti Aglio Olio

My Bay Prawn Capellini

Shermaine's Old Fashioned American Sliders

Surprised Jasmine with Iced Nougat.

Our surprise almost failed because the waiter was standing right behind her struggling to light the candle for quite long haha quite funnyz.

Birthday present from us: Too Faced Eye Shadow Palette from Sephora :D

Shelley and a few of her class girls arranged a surprise for her too.

When they reached they were standing there for at least 10seconds before Jasmine finally realized.

Hahaha she damn lag really some more all of us started giggling and she didn't even notice.

Cake and birthday present from them.

Jasmine braiding Nowelle's hair in the toilet. HAHAHA look at unglam Nowhalez.

Prettyz.

We didn't/couldn't take a group shot because we were too embarrassed to ask passer-bys to help us.

So in the end.....we decided to take turns to take photo w birthday girl.
HAHAHA.

That's all!!
Didn't do a single homework today I feel so guiltyyyyy!!!

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN JASMINE I LOVE YOU!! :)

xo.

#43 My mom is..

2011-05-08T01:21:00.005+08:00

Golden in my heart :)

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY!!
had THE FIGHT of the decade with my mom this year, the most depressing and upsetting thing ever.
But we're fine now and i still love her! :)

Doing GP elearning now @ twitter.com!!

HAHA camping by Twitter and TV waiting for GE results.

This is more exciting than World Cup seriously^^

It's so annoying how Mediacorp adds a tinge of enthusiasm when they mention PAP and sound dead when it's the opposition.

Propaganda please.

Totally ditched work tday.

Tmr diez. But i guess it's useful so it's worth it?

Just tryin' t make myself feel better :)

Yay Hougang and Aljunied(?) :D

And I feel really wasted for GY, CST and NRS.

I mean NRS is good and popular, but GCT too strong i guess.

Better luck next time!

#42 Just remembered!!

2011-05-03T20:32:00.004+08:00

Urgh, please remind to me spread positive energies. :)

Donch wanna be a nuisance.

Doing 2002 AQ now and realized I'm sucha pro-Singrish person.

Beta angmohs no understand what i sayin. 8D

#41

2011-05-03T18:57:00.003+08:00

Wanted to post something happy to cover up my previous post.

But apparently i still feel like shit. ):

For so many reasons..............

Gotta stop harping on the past.

I feel happy for them, but at the same time I feel sore.

It's not exactly sore.

It's the heartache you get when everything keeps reminding you of something you're trying so hard to bury and forget.

It's no one's fault for it's gonna happen time and again, every month, every week.

Once again, it's the feeling of being so bloody insignificant, redundant and unimportant.

If I can't change others, change myself.

#40

2011-04-28T20:11:00.003+08:00

Why is everyone making me feel like i'm a backup friend? ):

It sucks to be tossed away like trash when they don't need you.

#39 Keep calm and say cheese.

2011-04-27T23:35:00.004+08:00

2010/11 EXCO :)

CCA handover today. :'(

Very sad leh.

Last meeting for us, but it's not goodbye.

We'll still be meeting up, going for outings and helping out in exhibitions right? :')

Ohh there's still Farewell too. :)

Goodluck for the 2011/12 EXCO and members.

PHOTOG! ♥

#38 Never say never.

2011-04-23T17:04:00.003+08:00

Just saw this online. Omg so bad please. But quite funny hahaha.!

Image source

#37 Tomorrow's getting harder.

2011-04-22T22:34:00.009+08:00

Hi everyone, hope you guys are enjoying the longg weekend:)

My reward for the long weekend:

Every other class seemed to get back their MBT results already and from what I observe, everyone didn't perform as poorly as they claimed..except for me.

MBT's over for so long already but i'm still feeling kinda ): over my results.
And my post-drop-subject study plan hadn't been successful at all.
Really worried now can already imagine how my result slips will look like next year.
D.E.M.O.R.A.L.I.S.E.D

I must try to regain my motivation again soon.
Get back up on my feet, pull up my socks and sprint. :)

Oh anyway, my new favourite song!!! :D

OMGGGG her dress and heels so prettyyyyyy.!!

Haha don't judge her just because she's Justin Bieber's girlf.

I like her. :)

Lyrics:

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.
You made me insecure
Told me I wasn’t good enough
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else

Na na na
Na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na
Na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says

It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ‘em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won’t let you touch the sky

Na na na
Na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na
Na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful

Who says
Who says you’re not start potential
Who says you’re not presidential
Who says you can’t be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don’t pass the test
Who says you can’t be the best
Who said, who said
Won’t you tell me who said that
Yeah, oh

Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful

#36 My prawns didn't get creamed!

2011-04-17T12:43:00.009+08:00

HARROHS.!~

Out with the Vees for my belated birthday dinner last night @ N.Y.D.C (Wheelock)

Hahahaha as usual it was ♥♥♥ meeting up with them. :)

Idk why but there's something about them that makes me :) from inside and regain my motivation everytime I'm feeling ):

& it's so easy to be around them, I can make really brainless remarks and crack my not funny jokes knowing that they won't judge me no matter what I do. :)

My face when they said Boo-boo was out of stock ):

Nowelle: "Twitter!~"

(totally blocked my face ):)

Goldmine cheesecake!! My favourite of the night :)

Clara's Wall Street Carrot Cake...

with giant walnuts which they thought were raisins HAHAHA.

Elmer Fudge (a.k.a Ugly Cake)

Don't judge a cake by its looks!!

Still camwhoring in the toilet after so many years. HAHA.

Oh the irony.

We were going down the escalator when I saw this and I was like

"OMG JASMINE LOOK! WHAT THE HECK?!"

We went down and up the escalator again just to take a photo of it hahaha.

In Bershka!!! Omg i love that placeee pretty clothes and shoes but expensive ):

Never loved a pair of shoes so muchhhh. IT'S SO NICEEEEE AND COMFYY AND HIGHH AND...expensive (SGD$129).

Birthday present from them. Finallyyyy a decent and pretty laptop sleeve!!!

Thank you again babes, I ♥ YOU ALL!!

#35 祝我生日快乐

2011-04-14T19:15:00.012+08:00

Hello everybody it's my birthday today.
18th. Yeah 18th.
I hate birthdays why can't they just skip this day on the calendar.

Every year this day, I can't help but feel forgotten and/or unimportant.
I guess this reflects how fail I am as a friend/person.
Like..not important at all.

I know there's still a whole lot of people who cares and really want me to enjoy my birthday.

Thanks really, especially

- Xingkai for the reallyreallyreallyyy expensive gift (omgg i feel bad about it);
- LTLT for the traditional midnight birthday call;
- the awesomemorons/nutella club for making my day with the Gardenia Nutella Peanut Butter Strawberry Pocky 'cake'.
I'm really not someone who will fall for surprises but I was really surprised today hahaha thanks so much you guys are awesome and i loveeeeeeee the birthday card too it's like da best everr!! :)

- Eugene Wee for 特地 taking 15 and accompanying me to school today :)

- Tsubaki for free meal hahaha.

And really appreciate the texts from old/new friends, classmates who chipped in for my gift, juniors (Shelton May Zhidan etc) who wished me early in the morning, and friends of friends (Megan & Xueying) whom i'm not close to but wished me :)

Today's supposed to be a happy day but I think I ruined it myself.

Okay I feel better already after a talk w my mom and a really really bad cry.

stress. go. away.

Oh wait, and happy birthday to

Weiwei! It's his 4th birthday haha he was my sec2 birthday gift from the DBLA because I was nuts over babytaz. Currently kept somewhere which will keep him clean and in good condition:)

Wang Zi from BBT. Haha used to like him haha.

Last but not least, Amos!! Mr Yeow's son. Doubt he even knows my existence but whatever he's damn cuteee.!!

#34 #notenoughthumbs

2011-04-13T19:40:00.008+08:00

I'm having PBB now. Don't really wanna say what that is but it's a horrible feeling ):
Sigh whai I like that.

Photog meeting today was nice :)

We had introduction of exco roles followed by writing appreciation notes to one another.

Okay i tried to unsharpen the message.

Rebecca's idea. I thought it was super sweet.

And it's good to feel appreciated :)

Anyway I don't think anyone from photog really comes here but I just wanna say THUMBS UP for everybody, especially exco 10/11, and facilitators who came to help out with camp.

If i could I would really write for everyone but there were not enough thumbs to go around.

So don't sad if you no thumb because my thumb is always for you! :)

And I ♥ all of you (x infinity) :D

Okay plans just got canceled. As always. Great.

#33 CAM(P)ERA 2011!

2011-04-12T21:08:00.006+08:00

HELLOOOO i'm so sleepy omg.

Been sleeping at ungodly hours for the past few days editing photos and not doing work at all.

I'm so addicted!

Finally posted my first blogpost on the photog blog :)

Lazy to reupload everything so i'll just copy and paste everyth here!

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So, CAM(P)ERA was da bomb and i really wanna update about it!!

(zomg the photos are uploading at the speed of 10^negative infinity)

Okay so here goes:

Dinner.

Farhan and I were the food i/c for the camp and we had chicken rice from MJSpicy stall.

Btw we got cheated because 2 of the packets were w/o chicken ):

Scam much?

Atikah spilled this while preparing drinks for others.

(and she spilled Milo during breakfast the next day. Hahaha clumsyyyy girl!)

I presume Junxian was bored because he decided to mess up my OCD 5 x 5 arrangement and came up with this! :)

Sam showing Mr Cheng and Chin Chye her tattoo B)

Kingston teaching the J1s our famous photog cheer and making the J2s demo.

I remember I heard someone saying we look like we're a communist party.

HAHAHA. :D :/ :P

Meanwhile Farhan's hiding somewhere, mesmerized by his new love.

After dinner we taught them Studio, Flash Photography, Light Painting & Lightroom Basics.

Jiayi, Farhan and I were i/c of Light Painting.

It was FUN FUN FUN FUN. :D

Group C!! :D

♥PHOTOGGG!!♥

Group B!! :D

End up we were blasting music and they were 'clubbing' with their torchlights.

Hahaha. It's good to see them have fun! :D

Group A!! :D

That's us getting all ready and eggcited for the midnight outing @ Marina Bay!!!

That has got to be the most funky thing everr.

I mean which other photography club goes for midnight outings togetherrrr?!

Honestly midnight outings are shiok ttm because you get to lie in the middle of the nowhere as though the road belongs to your grandfather and nobodyy will look at you like you're weird or blame you for being public nuisances (or so i assume).

Hahaha.

Reached school at around 3am in the morning.

Caught a short nap and got ourselves ready for outing AGAIN in the morning.

Not sure about others but I was walking around like a zombie the next day T_T

Group shot w my group @ Boat Quay!! :D

This is one of the photo i captured @ Little India.

It was a really random shot, one of those where you just snap w/o even looking through the viewfinder.

BUT LOOK AT THE MAN AND THE FACE ON THE MAGAZINE!!

Okay I only saw that when I was filtering my photos, almost deleted it.

So here's a piece of advice:

Don't be too quick to delete your photos (even though i always do) because you could have taken an interesting shot w/o realizing..you'll never know ;)

Last but not least, PHOTOG!

Group shot taken at Marina Barrage.

More photos here

Though weather was terrible that day, but it shows that we've had been through the storm together.

Am I making sense?

Like you know..storm, literally.

Okay ANYWAY that's 6 generations of #MJPhotog in one photo.

Awww happy family :)

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Other photos:

Dinner together! :)

Da awesumz.

One of the very few night shots I took hahaha. Lazybum93.

Flowers remind me of NOWHALEEEE.! :)

Small kid at Little India.

White pigeon. OMG no link but we saw a white owl at Marina Barrage!!

First time see owl in my life.

Small girl at Clarke Quay.

Her dad was feeding her some bread and she was sitting next to me by the steps.

Couldn't resist, so I asked for permission to take photos of her.

I tried to make it quick because very paiseh.

End up the photos are a little blur ):

But she's so gorgeous omg.

She's so sexyyy!! QTpieeee.!! :)

Small boy at Marina Barrage who started dancing happily when the photographers crowd around him.

Awwww, kids so sh0 kewttt.

♥♥♥

She looks like she's in pain. But no, she was having fun srsly. :)

Haha okay done.

On a side note, i attended my very first H1 bio lecture today. :)

Thank god for Mabeline's/Alvina's/Chantalle's friends who made me feel welcomed there. :D

Keep having this feeling that i'm lagging behind by so much ever since camp.

This is like the most exhausting and unmotivated week thus far.

Please encourage me.? :(

MUST RECOVER FROM THE POST CAMP SYNDROME AND START MY ENGINE SOON.

Sighh.

#32 OMG I HAVEN'T PACK!!!

2011-04-07T22:42:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHH. hihihihihi.

- photog camp tomorrow!! :D

- PW results tomorrow!! :'(

- FRYDAYYYY FRYDAYYY TOMORROW 8)

- I'm so tired!!!

- So much work to do this weekend ):

- No time at all!!

- Should i go on sunday?

- Econs test next friday = Thursday gonna suck

- Next thursday gonna suck ):::::

- wow look i have 10 eyes ):::::

- okay whatever

- does pubbing (HAHAHAHA) improves grades?

- okay whatever.

- omg i'm such a bitch.

- omg SHE'S SUCH A BITCH _l_

- ohhh goodbye H2 bio forever! ):

- oh i said hi :)

- SUUU should i slash my wrist or jump down the building?

- hahaha just kidding but ):::::

- i'm so annoying.

- how come so many random people tagging?

- arghhhhh urghhhhhh ahhhhhhh

- hehehahahohohehhhh.

- okay bai.

#31 FUN FUN FUN FUN

2011-03-26T00:20:00.013+08:00

HELLO!!

Okay, so i was really depressed over MBTs since yesterday.

It's so saddening whenever people say that the papers were manageable and all-

like urgh i know, but i still screwed up so stop rubbing it in)):

Even 2days of EvanYo therapy on my ipod didn't work.. ):

BUT TODAY (technically yesterday) IS FRI-DAY FRI-DAY.~

and it was FUN FUN FUN FUN because i met up with the Vees and we had supper @ Simpang Bedok as an early birthday celebration for Xiaohui :D

Guess what we got her for her 18th birthday present!!!

Haha of course we got her alcohol because she's finally legal.

But we decided to mix our own cocktail! (WE WE WE SO EXCITED)

She named it Skitka.:)

It's called Skitka because it's Skittles Vodka.

Just pour a pack of skittles into around 9oz (?) of Vodka.

It's that simple!!!

It looks like Tabasco sauce though but smells really goooood :D

Pour in the Skittles.

Close the bottle.

Shake it until everything dissolve. It will take some time though.

And must remove the layer of foam/wax/whiteheads formed (can bring to chem lab and do filtration okay not funny).

Chill it.

Okay lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOHUI ♥♥♥

LOVE YOUR

PAPAPAPARAZI

CAI-NE

SATAY

ARMANI EXCHANGE

(and many more..) JOKES.

LOVE YOU LIKE L-O-V(ee)-E.! :DD

p/s check out Nowhale's eggcited face when she stares at the cake. ^^

Oh and i thought the unexpected meetup with part of Rotti was really cool. :)

Like..cool coincidence? Heheheheh :D

Okay what's cooler is that the Vees decided to have a last minute sleepover tomorrow night!!

Last weekend before we start mugging again next week :D: (<--bipolar face)

Ohhh here's the coolest for the day:

Starring: Joel and Farhan as lead singers.
Featuring: Jinni as awkward dolphin girl and Tiffany as awkward tortoise hands.
Joel is super good at this. And he has glowing white teeth.
HAHA see?!

MJPhotog is cool like that. :)

#30

2011-03-24T17:38:00.003+08:00

Whuttup. MBTs are over.

It's another day nearer to alevels.

Screw my life.

Haha omg after i posted this, i went to Alvina's blog and realised she blogged about the same thing but before me.

Hehe love copying the way she talks it's so kewlzx. ♥

No lah i didn't copy.

I not so cool. :)

#29 Life as a JC student

2011-03-20T02:40:00.004+08:00

Hi it's 2.52am now.

Decided to blog to finish up my 0.0000001% of energy before i go t bed.

Supposed t complete math by Saturday which was 2hr 52 min ago.

And now i'm still left with Application of Integration, Differential Equations, Binomial Theorem, Maclaurin's Series, Arithmetic & Geometric Progression and Recurrence Relations.

fml.

Super sleepy already, i think i'll revise the one question on App of Integration and DE, which is most prolly gonna be tested, the day before Math paper and give up on the rest.

I changed my mind, tomorrow is going to be the one and only biology day.

Monday is back to economics.

Seriously life as a JC student sucks.

fol many many. T_T

#28 Life is hard. As diamonds.

2011-03-17T11:51:00.007+08:00

Bought new highlighters!! :)

(:()

Highlighted my entire Econs lecture notes. ^^

Woke up late today because of nice weather, good dream (^^) and major lack of self discipline.

Really wonder if i ever made someone else's day by appearing in their dreams.

Aww :)

Said this a million times, but i'm so screwed seriously.

Please remind me not to be upset after getting back my results because MBT is gonna be the last wake up call for me and i haven't put in my best yet.

Mon- Chem

Tue- Econs

Wed- Econs

Thur- Math

Fri- Math

Sat- Math

Sun- Bio

Mon-Bio

Today marks the start of Math revision.

T________T

I ~~want to~~ will shine after all the struggle.

#27 xoxo

2011-03-13T13:18:00.002+08:00

HI a post to remind you of my existence,

in case you miss me! :)

#26 imma bubblegirl!

2011-03-06T11:38:00.002+08:00

This is a short update.
I wanna enclose myself in my own bubble and block out all distractions.
I wanna be bubblegirl.

Alvina i hope you're reading this!!
HAHAHAHAHA (Y)

#25 Driven.

2011-03-05T19:03:00.009+08:00

It breaks my heart to see her so depressed! :'(((((

Nobody wants to see history repeat itself but what's done is done i really hope she feels better soon.

For her, for my parents, for my little cousins who look up to me, for those who look down on me, for people i love and people i hate, for people who love me and people who detest me, for myself,

#24 Twitter

2011-03-01T22:12:00.005+08:00

Am updating less frequently these days because i microblog (Twitter) instead!

Microblogging is a broadcast medium in the form of blogging. A microblog differs from a traditional blog in that its content is typically smaller in both actual and aggregate file size. Microblogs "allow users to exchange small elements of content such as short sentences, individual images, or video links"

HAHA okay i only learnt that term during yesterday's MIT (Monthly Ignorance Test).

Mr Nathan keeps using MIT until i forgot what's the actual name of the quiz.

I think it's called the Current Affair Quiz hahahaha.

Yesterday the AHS'10 junior batch created #fakeahs on Twitter!

HAHAHA the tweets are seriously entertaining and hilarious and they bring back so so so much memories!

I almost forgot that there's fried food day every Wednesday with my fave Mexican drumlets @ chicken rice stall and that our school portal was called ACP (what does it stand for?!) instead of ISIS/IVLE.

I miss having light sensors in the toilets. I miss doing morning exercise every Friday (?) and going down t 85 for carrot cake/curry rice + bubbletea w Xinyi before dance pracs!

HAHAHA.

Life was good.

I heard the East Zone bball finals is tomorrow, manz i wish i can go back for the match.

But i'll be meeting my new J1s tmr, finallyyyy :)

Today, MJC got rotten si-mee-al. :/

#23 1111

2011-02-27T16:35:00.006+08:00

HAHAHA hi!! :)

Feeling chirpy todayy because i had an awesome heavy breakfast, bought ice cream, listened to songs for 5hours and studied 4chapters of organic chem.
This has got to be the most productive day in 3months. :DD

I suddenly feel that i've learnt a lot today LOL.

And i'm luckyy because i caught 11:11 almost twice a day for almost every day this entire week!

And i happened to be the 1111th on my new blog.
It's lame but i refuse to navigate away from the page hahaha. :)
My blog traffic is so pathetic hahaha but it's fine.. :D

Okay i don't know how to not post pointless posts anymore.

It's prolly because my life is awfully pointless naoooo.

Hiyah..

#22 The only person standing in your way is you.

2011-02-25T23:14:00.009+08:00

Hizzzz people! :)

I'm finally feeling better already. Relatively better.
We're fine now. Normal. But i still feel weird, like i can't talk to her like i used to anymore.
And i think it's permanent. Maybe temporarily-permanent?
Oh well.

Anywayyy, thank you everyone who encouraged me and texted/called me after seeing my fb status.

I feel so touched and loved aww :)

This week had been a really... ... ... ._. week, if you get what i mean.

It was a terrible heartbreaking confusing week.

Worst of all, i don't recall learning anything from school. That sucks.

I ran a total of 6.2km this week! *pats back*

Everyone else did too, except for a few losers who always try to cheat, losers.

The only other thing i remember was the 'treasure-hunt' during bio tutorial where we searched for some sex-linked (?) diseases on the X chromosome.

Taken from HERE

And learning that Y chromosome is made of mostly junk/nonsense DNA.

Taken from THERE

I think the Human Genome Project is really coolz by the way!
The scientists just spend years decoding the chromosomes in our bodyy consisting of a few ___ million bases each.
Haha imagine the sianness they feel when they found out that the Y chromosome codes for almost nothing after decoding it for so long. Zzzzz.

MBTs is around the corner and i am so s.c.r.e.w.e.d.

I aim to pass 3 subjects but it seems almost impossible given my current attitude.

I'm drifting further and further away from my TSS dream. All i smell is BSS ):

And instead of doing my work, i watched Black Swan alone.

Lesbian scene aside, the show is so....freaky omg.

Idkw but i was damn scared i'll lose my mind like Nina and start hallucinating so i quickly open my room door after the show to remind myself that i'm not alone in the house.

Uhh no link but yeah i did that.

Nevertheless, it's a fantasticalliful show, everyone should watch it :)

(Assumption: Everyone is 18 and above.)

Shitz man, should i go do work now or sleep?!

I totally screwed my plans.

OH I just remembered something!

My pink dolphin swam away from me today! ):

Do dolphins swim? Or dive? Or jump?

Ahh whatever idk how it happened, i left it on the canteen table and *POOF* it disappeared.

What the. ):

#21 Joke of the day

2011-02-24T23:56:00.002+08:00

Joke of the day: Scratch somemore! Scratch your chin somemore! Yawn somemore! Laugh somemore!.....................

#20 Go ahead and say goodbye, I'll be alright

2011-02-22T19:09:00.001+08:00

I feel emotionless today.
Well done, Jinni. :)

#19 Because i'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.

2011-02-21T20:47:00.006+08:00

I was just thinking, maybe i should start keeping a diary.

Because i don't know how else i can release my emotions.

FB, blog and Twitter obviously aren't safe at all.

Friends...are you kidding me.

Even i find myself annoying when i starting feeling emo, and some friends just can't be bothered at all so i really don't know who i can turn to.

From how they truly care to how they pretend to care and then how they just let my words evaporate again and again.

It hurts so much when people ignore everything i say, i think they don't do it on purpose sometimes but i just can't stop feeling sore about it. It's like as though you are d.f invisible/insignificant.

Maybe i should just stop talking altogether.

Ahh, this is not the first time already.

It's always this time of the year i get this misery/gloominess overwhelming me.

This is random but it sucks to know that one parent love me more than the other.

On one hand, my dad loves me too much i feel bad about it and on the other hand, i really hate myself for losing patience with my mom because she's getting increasingly forgetful and she gives me the impression that she simply doesn't give a damn about me like she used to anymore.

Everyday i camp next to my magic clock for 11:11 and i wish for the same things over and over again even though i know it isn't gonna work.

I just want t be happy everydayyyyy why is it so difficult.

Everyone else is stressed up too so i should just stop being a crybaby and stop whining.

Whining is irritating.

Maybe i wanna be antisocial.

#18

2011-02-19T18:38:00.006+08:00

HAHA hihihihihihihihi.
I really feel like blogging now but i have nothing to sayyyyy.!
Whai am i so random lol.

School had been reallyyy busy but what's new man.

Had been sleeping so late everyday lately ):

Eye bags. T_T

4weeks away from MBTs and i already feel so so so so so screwed.

Oh i went to talk to Mrs Ng about dropping biology.

She seems okay with it and i'm dropping right after MBTs i think hehe.

So excited, can't wait for the free periods i'm gonna have next term.

Really hope my studies will improve then, check out the amount not content that are tested in H2 biology but not H1!!

Looks good :D:D

Hope i won't regret my choice. I hate making decisions so i hope this is the right thing to do.

It will be :)

*self comfort*

& on Tuesday, we selected our new batch of photog J1s. :DD

Happy to see that photog is such a popular cca EVERY year hehehe.

So excited to see them next/next next week.!!!!! :D

Must ask them t help make #MJphotog trend on twitter LOLOL. 8)

Okaykayy byee.! :)

#17 Still trying.

2011-02-18T16:10:00.004+08:00

I didn't expect it so be so hard.
It's not supposed to be like that, so someone tell me why i'm struggling.

RT @TheNoteboook MIND vs HEART: mind tells you what's smart to do & heart tells you what you're gonna do anyway.
My mind will defeat my heart one day.

#16 I really need to F you.

2011-02-14T21:56:00.006+08:00

Happy valentine's day everyone! :)
Thanks so much for all the cards and gifts, i feel so guilty for not preparing anyth this year other than the last min gifts for LTLT.

Yay a few more new addition t my collection!

Yes i keep all the little cards, notes and gifts people give.

Even if it's those attached to a candy cane that says "Merry Xmas!" i keep them. :)

Awww.
The top left corner are from council and the non-2D things that can't be kept tgt w other cards.

I keep anyth that can be part of my memory- i think i still keep some of the sentosa entrance cards when we went for outings and the paper plate my OG gave me. HAHAHA.

The top right has ALL the cards sorted and arranged according t Rotti, AHS, MJC, Vees, and LTLT.

I love re-reading the cards when i'm bored it makes me feel loved and they remind me to treasure my friends more.

And i love racking my brain trying to get the inside jokes in the cards which i have already forgotten.

ESPMN!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:DDD

At the bottom i have all the small cards and notes that i think if i don't pile them tgt, i'm gonna lose them anytime!

Ohh i keep my small gifts somewhere else, you know all the bottled stars, bottled sand, bottled shells, bottled notes, mini soft toys, etc. Mayb i'll show you guys next time!

They used t be tgt w the cards until the whole tiny space was exploding so i moved the cards over t my new room ^^

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Just came back from 18chefs w LTLT.

It was a short dinner but it was truly awesome. :D

We were bitching aloud and laughed so bad, like the AHSDance prac days:)

Thank god for them, really.

Without them my Vday's probably gonna be sad and lonely.

I think Valentines day and birthdays are the most depressing days of the year don't you think?

Days where it's so hard t treat it as just-another-day kinda days because you know it's important to you.

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Anyway after today, I'm gonna try my best t erase him from my mind again.

I really don't want to but i have to.

Pray hard i succeed this time!!

Meanwhile i'll just have to try not t bump into him in school.

Sigh. I can do this!!!!

Because I can't keep loving you, from a distance.

P.S BTWFYI the F in my title stands for Forget. Haha don't anyhow think.

P.S.S Why did i even bother updating such a pointless post. LML.

#15 Quick(est) Update

2011-02-05T12:11:00.003+08:00

OMG i'm gonna be late if i don't leave house soon.
Meeting the Vees for lunch later on! :)

So sian that visit to Ms Lee's house changed to tomorrow. ):
Chanbo and Lynny can't go and i'll be going out for all 4days.
My tutorials are screwed and i'm so tired from editing photos everyday.

Finally uploaded orientation MMM photos.
Even though i only attended Day 2 of orientation, i conclude that this year's is 17367635482x better than last year's! :)
OMG new -- ://///

CNY had been....boring.
But today's gonna be fun i miss them so much and..i'm gonna be late.
BYEEEEE! :D:D

#14 Tonight I'm Lovin' You

2011-01-30T19:32:00.005+08:00

YAY awesome day with Xinyi and Calpurnia today.!

Second round of shopping was...short because they had to leave early sigh.

But I'm lovin' my new F21 necklaces, hahaha I wanna thank them so much for being so patient with me because I couldn't decide which one I wanted.

Bought both in the end, that's the part I hate myself most.

Thank god the supraaaaaa chio heels I saw don't have my size. :))

First time so happy when the item I want don't have my size.

But that means I have no new shoes and bag for cny this year ):

Bought new polishes too, so much for wanting to boycott 'Facesop' nail polishes.

HAHA FREE TESTER FTW

I didn't buy all of the colours la, just one of them.

Decided not to do the Xinyi's Cath Kidston iphone case inspired nails for CNY already la.

Or should I?

Anywayy, I feel so encouraged now, didn't expect to see so many 'likes' for my photos.

Awww ♥

Thanks so much guys, I will work harder!! ♥♥♥

#13 I don't don't like you but i don't like you.

2011-01-29T23:06:00.018+08:00

I've got a common language w Xinyi. She immediately knows what i'm trying to say even if it's something nonsensical/confusing. ♥♥♥

HAHAHA GREAT DAY TODAYYYY.

Finally went to shop for CNY clothes with Xinyi.

We went Bugis Street & City Plaza tday and we're heading town tomorrow together with Cal.

2nd time at City Plaza today, this time it's so much better!

That place is a real virtual shopping mall because it's a mall filled with 'blogshops'.

Everything there is so blogshop-ish.

But we found a nice shop and spent quite a lot there, am b.r.o.k.e now.

Round II tomorrow @ Ion, 313, Far East and Cineleisure. :D

Someone tell me how the reunion dinner with 10S111 went!!

Slept at 4.30am yesterday because i napped from 8pm-12am.

I'm such a napper :)

Finally finished editing the photos for the photog outing last Sat.

Kinda like some of the photos but they are obviously not good enough t put up in school.

Sighhh.

All photo are taken with 50mm f1.8 unless otherwise stated.

Took this in my room w my desktop lamp and torchlight. Bed&Bathhhhh omg :D

I'm pretty sure many are unfamiliar this Jap doll. This is my only Jenny doll (formerly called Takara Barbie). I think it's cuter than Barbie leh :)

HAHA Anisah was frantically blowing bubbles but my stupid camera didn't capture any. Next time must buy bubble gun!!

Why am I always such a sadist. HAHAHA.

Totally uncreative but oh welllll, it's just to show the large aperture effect haha.

Chester's Japan monkeyy taken with Lensbabyyy!!! There's really nothing to edit, only increased the saturation a little, love the effect lensbaby gives! :D The next few photos are all taken w Lensbaby too:

Prolly my most successful shot w the Lensbaby ^^

Farhan abusing my dolls and making them wrestle ):

Seriously, so poor thing!!! I spent so long untangling her hair that night! ):

Farhan trying to look like a psychotic doll-fetish pervert and...he totally looks like one! HAHAHA. (Y)

Anisahhhhhhhhh with our favourite lens-of-the-day!!

Haha Xinyi thinks i'm too obsessed with photography i shall stop, i don't wanna be irritating.

But please tell me which one is your favourite (if there is one) hehe :D

#12 Quick Update; New J1s!

2011-01-26T19:57:00.008+08:00

Quick update before dinner!

School has been so mundane recently, my only source of laughter is the awesomemorons!

Okay awesomemorons includes Alvina, Elis, Chantalle, Lynette, Mabeline and I.

One fine day we were laughing and talking during lunch and lynette said,

"You guys are such oxymorons!"

but we heard it as awesomemorons so we started calling ourselves that haha.

It's only week 3 and tutorials/tests are already piling up!

LOL (Love Our Lives).

The J1s are coming tomorrow, i bet all the guys are excited >:)

In fact i'm kinda excited too idk why, but the thought of having to squeeze like mad in the bus every morning sucks.

But at least i know i have some of my favourite juniors coming t MJ :)
Like you know, i won't be junior-less.
Am shooting for MMM (Meridian something something; why can't they just call it Amazing Race?!) next Tuesday!
Will be missing a longggg day of lesson, hope it's fun :D

Oh and I really really want to go for the London trip organised by the Econs dept this June!

*cross my fingers*

#11 Toy Photography

2011-01-22T12:09:00.007+08:00

Meeting some of the excos and my group for photog outing later!

I'm excited!

We're going to try toy photography, i've been wanting to do it for soooo long!

I'd always been fascinated by toy photography but never had the chance/toys to do it.

I hope they'll bring some awesome toys later because i really don't have much left.

Hope it'll turn out well i'm so excitedddd really!!!!

If all else fails, i'm going to do miniature photography, which is to make real life objects look miniature.

Miniature Photography

This is gonna be my first attempt, i really hope i'll be able to get some nice shots because i'm still kinda clueless about many of the technical stuff so i guess experiment is key.

Toy Photography

Photos credited to their original source.

I'm worried, i've got zero creativity juice left after a year in MJC.
I can do this I can do this!! :D

Okay gotta rush, cannot be late this time!

BYEBYEBYE:DD

#10

2011-01-20T19:05:00.004+08:00

I'm so bored and lazy now haha!

This week passed super quickly even though we end so late EVERYDAY.

Seriously?! Like the earliest is 145 and latest 505. *ML..

Haha okay Ms Lee say cannot say FML.

So i must LML(Love My Life) from now. :)

I don't know how that's gonna happen, i'll tryyyyyy. ._.

HAHAHA I can't wait to drop bio after MBT.

I will miss Bio lectures with...everyone. HAHAHA ;)

But that doesn't mean school end early for me i'll prolly just have emo lonely empty periods in between. LML.

Okayyy dinner noww!!

I wanna sleep early today i'm so bored! (I think i already said that.)

BYEBYE.

Oh anyway, this week had been an exciting week with the Awesomemorons!

I'll update more about awesomemorons soon if i can remember, can't wait for our CUISINE day at the beach photosynthesizing under the sun.

HAHA kidding! :D

#9 Belated Christmas Presents!:)

2011-01-19T21:33:00.005+08:00

I'm so distracted from studying bio!!!

Haha yay omg i can't believe it happened.

Mr Cheng was our Santa Claus tday :D:D

He assigned the excos and a few of the members lenses/camera bodies each to takecare of.

So it's permanently under our care until we retireeeee hahahahahaha.

Like you knowww you get to keep it at home like it's yours though it's not but it feels great haha.

Kymberly got 5D Mk II and 24-70mm and i can't remember what and Chester got our brand new $1.9k(?) fisheye lens omgggg crazyyy!

HAHAHA everyone got some awesome cameras and lenses, me toooooooo got my:

50mm f1.8

and 85mm f1.8

HAHAHA i'm not used to using prime lenses because cannot zoooom but i'm still eggcited can't wait to shoot nowwww.
What a motivation hahaha! :D

#8 Hardest of all.

2011-01-18T22:55:00.004+08:00

I miss aries princess!

HAHA i'm not used to this blog sigh why do i always take so long to adapt to new changes...

and to let go of old ones.

HAHAHA do you get what i mean??????????

I MUST LET GO.

haha okay back to biooooooo. T_T